I haven't always attended church. Sometimes I have a legitimate reasons such as having issues with my eyes or other health issues. Many times I have had selfish reasons such as just not wanting to go anywhere that day. There has also been periods in my life in which I was angry with God or just didn't see the point in going. I'd give almost anything to redeem those lost opportunities.
Charles Stanley said that the three most beautiful words in the English language are "He is risen." That may be true, but the four most beautiful words are, "Your sins are forgiven". Now is the best time to seek forgiveness, especially for skipping church like I have done. Come back when this is over.