Here is the lesson: Your feelings towards one member of the Godhead are the exact same for each member. This can be love or hate. went through a terrible struggle for several years and just absolutely detested the Father. Now I realize that since both Jesus and the Holy Spirit are part of the Godhead, I had the exact same feelings towards them. Imagine hating Jesus! This same Jesus who took my place and died on my behalf. The same Jesus who knew that I would one day hate him because I hated the Father.
A terrible feeling came over me when I realized this. However, knowing this is a good thing. It reassured me that I have a relationship with all three members of the Godhead because He doesn't bother with people who are unteachable and beyond hope. The good news is that your relationship with one is the same with the others.