When I heard I was going to off of work a few weeks, I knew God was going to get us through this. In fact, I unexpectedly got paid by my employer during the time of the order.
Our 2019 tax refund had been deposited in our bank and my mother had sent some money for my birthday. I got a brand new guitar that I will hopefully be able to modify later this year. It has become my emotional support instrument.. I spent the Safer at Home time relearning music I hadn't played in years. I also learned new music. It has caused a complete change in my personality. I am more calm, more mellow, and more happy. I have even got to point where I instinctively know the next few notes when learning a new song.
I still have some areas where I struggle with my attitude towards God. But we will get there.