There are many examples in the Bible where others received their blessings. I just want my turn. The only thing I know is that if G-d is good, then the breakthrough has to come. Sometime. Now would be great.
I think the better use of my time would be to find out what G-d wants me to do while I'm waiting. I honestly have no idea where to start. But I either need to stop doing what I've been doing or start doing what I need to do.