There were times when I hated God. There were times when I couldn't even stand the thought of religion. There was even a point where I thought about switching sides entirely and becoming a devil worshipper. One woman said she hoped my baby spent eternity in Hell. But God gave me a healthy baby boy. I get more thankful each time I see him because I realize how blessed we both are.
My second Father's Day as an actual father is fast approaching. God has been good to me. My son wasn't born blind or deaf. He is learning to repeat words, knows which room to go to when I say, "diaper change!", and puts bottles in my hand that he wants me to open.
There were times when I hated God. There were times when I couldn't even stand the thought of religion. There was even a point where I thought about switching sides entirely and becoming a devil worshipper. One woman said she hoped my baby spent eternity in Hell. But God gave me a healthy baby boy. I get more thankful each time I see him because I realize how blessed we both are. |
About FainnHe has a thick Appalachian accent and a magnificent beard. He is also married to Mary Ball Archives
November 2021
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