In the summer of 2015, I began experiencing a form of OCD known as scrupulosity. This an OCD that attacks your religious beliefs. I kept experiencing blasphemous thoughts that came continously. Occassionally, these thoughts would manifest as auditory hallucinations (voices). I was terrified to go of going to hell and would repeatedly tell G-d that these weren't my own thoughts. These intrusive thoughts got worse any time I tried to pray or sing a worship song. One day, I went to my special prayer closet in an open pasture. I knew I couldn't pray or talk to G-d without expeircing these blasphemous thoughts.
I looked up at heaven and said, "I don't know what else to do, but I love you and these thoughts are either from demons or from a misfire in my brain." Then I held my arms out and said, "I can't pray right now, so this is a hug." And G-d let me know recently that he remembered the hug I had given Him that day.